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Single And Easy (Not That Type Of Easy!)

Single and Easy (Not that type of easy!)

Not sure if it’s me getting older and more set in my ways, or just wishful thinking, but I am finding it so much easier to be single this time around.  I know, I know… When someone goes on about how “happy” they are to be single, it’s usually a case of trying to convince others to try and convince yourself.  But this time it really isn’t all that bad! In fact, it has its awesome moments.  It only took me five minutes back on the “Grind” as a new singleton to see how many people in open relationships there are in Jozi alone.  Plench! And I’ve come to realise that relationships and how we define them are rapidly mutating and changing to meet our needs. It’s exciting to think that I can define the boundaries of my next relationship to suit my needs as well as those of my partner. We won’t have to conform to anybody else’s standards. But I’m in no rush for that to happen because my current singular status has its benefits. Don’t get me wrong, I loved being someone’s boyfriend.  I loved the nesting and cuddling and Netflix and chilling, but I’m also really enjoying being able to watch whatever I feel like watching now.  I have a lot of freedom at the moment and can do whatever I feel like whenever I feel like doing it, and it’s quite rad. Being a considerate person, I find myself regularly considering the person I am in a relationship with.  But at present, I can be selfish and consider myself. I’m taking it easy and it’s great.  I’m taking care of myself, working on improving and building myself up. I’m giving myself TLC and I’ve come to realise that it’s something that I do very well.  I’ve always known that I have a lot of love to give, and now I’m enjoying reflecting some of that good stuff back at myself.

 

There are so many options open to me.  I can go on dates, or I can stay at home in my PJs watching series and eating almond butter out of the jar if that’s what I want to do.  Because I like to keep having options, I always ensure that I have condoms and water-based lube somewhere on hand or in my car’s cubbyhole, just in case “summin summin” should come up. I also make sure I replace them regularly and don’t let them expire.  I’m not really big on one-night-stands anymore.  I can be as frigid as a Friar or represent the “hoe is life” philosophy and embrace “Hoeism” if taken by the spirit at a later stage, and what’s more? I can change these states of mind from day to day as it suits me.

 

If I eventually do start to lean more towards the “Hoeism” side of the spectrum I could also consider the possibility of going on PrEP. I have choices. I have a lot of power to decide these things for myself and it feels good being able to exercise these choices.  No man is an island, but at this stage of my journey, I am finding that being just one is a load of fun.

 

Bruce J. Little is a contributing writer for Anova Health Institute.  These are his views, which may or may not reflect those of Anova and its affiliates. 

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